miz_undur_standing

seriously men...
the story i heard is too twisted...
misunderstanding...
that's wat usualy ignites a fight
watever i write in my blog is not all abt one person

anyways, glad i have my "best friend" wit me.
he's da onli one hu can lift da burdens away
i tot i'm not gonna make it
i tot da pain will jus stay
but dat moment wen i cried... it was becoz of hapiness
knowing his wit me...
last time he wasnt there so i was lyk a lost sheep
now it doesnt matter that much
coz he carries the weight for me...
so glad his here
not feeling as drastic as b4

but i do wish we're back again
but too sick of it....
evrytime somethings wrong...
no matter how hard i try...
i still fail... making you hapi
haiz...

maybe leaving u alone is da best way...
but u noe...
like everybody else...
i'm as stupid as a pig
so i dun0 wats best for da world.
i only knoe wats best for me...
actualy sometimes
i dun even noe wats best for me.

but quite ok rite now.
feeling normal but at the same time
veri empty.

coolness